Tuesday, January 08, 2008

Never

7 years past..and i've jst noticed a wall thats always on the back of my head....That is FEAR..not fear to loose but fear for myself..I can't take the risk again..i can't..im unstable as i noticed few days ago.It is part of me..Part of my life.. part of what i am now..Good things happend in a sudden that i can't reli handle but one think i knw...i am alone..i maybe a guy that's always smile in the outside dead in the inside..yes i knw many ppl experiance these things.hahaha i laugh at myself knwing thata guy wouldnt be like this..wouldnt do this...well thats the things i knw that makes me for what i am...

Posted by Brunei FN2 Team R at 9:11 PM